don pick me up n put me down like im some kinda THING.

ALRITE.today.was very tiring.i guess itll be tat way so long as i have to act like stuff is back to normal.mabel kept pinching my cheeks n butt!like hello?i don wanna get flabby.hahas.

yeah kept laughing alot today.thot everything was okay.but STRIAGHT after sch,she disappointed me agn.im telling you,_____ can be nice when she wants to but when more IMPORTANT ppl step into the picture, its like i don exist.tell me,am i being unreasonable or am i jus stating feelings tat any human being would have?

i don understand,i jus dont.onli yo[u] are capable of tat.i don know how yo[u] manage to hurt me with such minimal actions.its down right irritating.ugh!!watever.so after school stayed back to wait for some retard cus she was coming to my hse to do stupid f&n.yeah ended up cabbing hme at 4plus?!

yeah.crazy elmo drew on my hand but juli got it worse frm shanna n elmo.hahs.they're crazy.chased shawn ng[sharon ng] ard sch for my wallet n phone?yeah madness only.hahs.yeah well wanted to head down to nie to watch the hockey n bball matches,didnt in the end.yesyes.had f&n to do.

now,i feel like showering n slping!!i miss my great-grandson n grandson!hahas.

digressing a lil,im kinda pissed.guess no one knows why n it shldnt go further den tat.hahs.well.i don really know where to go frm here.kinda irritating.rarr!very lost while "ppl" have move right on along.well tat too bad for me.

ill go now.this AGAIN,is NO USE.BYE!-broken
"yo[u] screw me up."

TELL ME ONE MORE TIME-gareth gates.
Come on and tell me baby...

Do U believe in love
The way that I do
And when u find the one
Wherever u go will travel with u
What do I say
Where do I start
To pick up the pieces of your broken heart
Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I'll be man enough to walk way
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
Coz I won't believe its true
Until I hear it from u
Do u believe in love
There's no right no wrong, no, no,
Loves just an open road
With different ways of moving on
I dare u to stay
And work this thing out
Leaving is taking the easy way out
Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I'll be man enough to walk away
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
Coz I won't believe its true
Until I hear it from you
Back in my life
I want you so bad
And losing U, means losing all that I had
And this is crazy why cant U see
Your the only one
That ever mattered to me
Oh baby !
Look into my eyes
If love has truly gone
I will walk away
Tell me one more time
Dreams cannot be mine
No, I wont believe it
Until I hear it
Until I hear it from you